my (un)tamed world

The last time I made my New Year’s resolution was when I was still in college, that’s about 8 years ago. I stopped making one since I can’t really do it. But for 2008, I’m making one hell of a list and I’m really going to try harder doing it. Abangan! Somethings definitely going to change.

Went shopping with my friend Nikki a while ago.   Funny thing is that, I forgot to bring my wallet.  I don’t have cash.  All I have are my cards.  I was buying a small alcohol in Watson worth PHP17.75 which I have to pay using my debit card.   The problem is, I can pay thru my debit card for a minimum of PHP50.00 worth of purchase.  Guess what I bought?   Read the rest of this entry »

I’ve been tagged by Toni. Bistuhan na ito!

P.S
Toni, I copied some. *teehee*

5 Things Found In My Bag
– Cellphone
– Wallet for money
– Wallet for Credit Cards
– Yosi
– Lip balm (yes, I’m being kikay na!)

5 Things Found In My Wallet
– Credit card
– ATM card
– Health Card
- License
– Money?! (mwehehehe)

5 Things Found In My Room
– Bed
– Lamp
– Fan and AC
– TV
– Dresser

5 Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do
– Get drunk (hopefully this Friday)
– Find a shrink
– Slim down ala Super Model thin
– Be a barista
– Find a… secret!

5 Things I’m Currently Into
– Looking for a new job
– Belly Dancing
– Pokpok red nail polish
- Pokpok red lipstick
– Analyzing my life. 2007 sucks!

5 People to Tag for This Meme
- Jen
- Mama Mee
- Liza
- Che
- Em

I didn’t know that there will come a time that I’d be drain, drain enough not to be able to arrange my thoughts, say what I feel, and just be myself.  I know that what I have here in my blog are mostly rumblings.  There are few thoughts which make sense and there are few about happy thoughts.  These are just some stories about me that I want to share not only to my friends but also to my family.

I’ll try to be back soon, maybe next year.  Hopefully, all is well by then.

well, hopefully this chapter is really closed!  Though it was really painful, I still thank HIM because (1) it renewed my faith in HIM, (2) it strengthen our relationship (hopefully it will) .  I definitely learned a lesson here.  Hopefully, everybody involve did.

O, next chapter na tayo!

Thanks to Nikki, I thought of doing something.  If ito hindi pa rin nag work, kakalbuhin ko na talaga sarili ko!

What will you do if 5 months after giving birth you discover something that will ultimately shutter your world? Is it possible that what happened can be partly blame for (my) post partum blues? Was I right with my (re)actions? I know (and I admit) some of it are done inappropriately but can you blame me? An optimistic kid who thought that it will not happen to me. That I have a perfect relationship. That no one or nothing can ruin what I have/had. That we can fix anything that comes between us. Should I still be hopeful after all the things I experienced and saw?

I weigh 150lbs when I was on my third trimester, gained about 20 lbs. When I gave birth, I lost 15lbs. When I arrived from the states, I weigh 145lbs, almost like pregnant again! Darn!

Two weeks ago, I started going on a diet and at the same time, doing some weight lifting and attending yogilates/belly dancing/kick boxing classes. As I checked my weight this morning after the belly dancing class, I am now 140lbs, 5lbs lighter! Yeah baby! And if my calculation is right, if I continue losing 5lbs every two weeks then by my birthday, I’ll be back to my 120lbs frame! EXCITING!  yun e kung d ako lumapa sa pasko!